2nd Semester (The confused Phase of my Life!!)..
Wow we were back in collage, I was more looking forward to see him, after all I was seeing him after such a long time. We were back in our normal collage routine. One day (after 1 and half months) my male friend came to me and said he wants to talk to you, and I was confused because I was knowing what he'll gonna say and I was not ready for anything, so I said I don't want to talk now.
After few days he came to my class in lunch break and my friend introduced me to him in a casual manner. After that he started coming in lunch breaks and meeting in bus stops along with my friend once in a while.
One day in the evening, We all Friends were chit-chatting outside our coaching class, my male friend got a call from him and he asked to speak to me. My friend gave me his mobile and left from there.
Our Conversation:
<< Me: Hi , How are you? He: Hi , I am good , how are you?. and He: Hey I wanted to say you something. I LOVE YOU!!.. Me: silent..... for sometime and said "Do you know, what you are saying!" He: Yes I really like you ...
Me: Hey I don't know what to say , I need some time to think about this. He: O.k , take your time... Me : O.k talk to you later bye:....>>
Ha-aah... God.. I was shivering(after all somebody proposed me for the 1st time in my life!!), Then one of my friend came to me and said what happened, what he said to you? I told her whatever we spoke and I was not understanding what is happening to me,why am I shivering? Then she said me something which really helped me to take my decision. She said Sonam think properly "Is he the same guy with whom you want to spend your whole life? If you get the answer as yes then go for it, else leave it and don't think about this again"(Thanks Mayu you gave me a lifetime advice that day.).
I thought for 2-3 day and was still not sure because I was not knowing anything about him except his name and he studies at my collage in CS department, so thought this is not the right time to take all these decisions and commit anything to anyone, so decided to say him "NO" (which I don't wanted to say but was not in position to say YES also).
Next day in collage I said to my common friend to convey my message to him, that my answer is (unfortunately) "NO".
After this incident, I just tried to concentrate on my studies,as we were heading towards our 2nd Semester exams but we used to come across each other every other day because we were in same collage, same floor after-all.
To be Continued... Stay tuned!!
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