Bangalore Days...

The day he joined iDenizen, I got a interview call from IGATE. I prepared for it and went for Interview process. I went till the last round and was pretty sure that, I would clear this. They informed that if we'll get selected, they'll inform us. That day was Friday, so I waited for the weekend to finish and was expecting a call by Monday or Tuesday, but didn't get any call till Friday. And I lost the hope, same day my Dad was coming to see me to Bangalore, I went to railway station to pick him up. While coming from there I got a call from my sister that you got selected in IGATE, they have sent offer letter on your email ID.
That was an awesome moment for me, my DAD got a good news for me.

The joining day : After a week, my joining was there, my Dad stayed till my joining, I joined and my journey in this silicon city started. In between I planned for a meeting of him with my DAD, it was just a casual meeting.... friends kindaa.. :)

And our Job life started.. meanwhile he was trying for other companies as well because he was not satisfied with his job. And after one more month of struggle he got a offer in HP. And we both were on Cloud 9, I was very happy as we wanted this desperately. 

And we started waiting for his joining but it was getting delayed. Some of his friends who also got into HP got their joining dates before him but he didn't get. Even after 2 month of getting offer, his joining didn't come and we started worrying for this as this job was very important for our future and specially his future. He got this offer in June starting and till August it didn't come, one day he decided to quit his current job (first job) and started looking for another one as now he don't wanted to sit and wait for HP joining. 
He resigned from his job and started preparing for other companies.

Next week he decided to go home for Rakshabandhan and it will be a change also from this frustration. After a week we just went for shopping as he wanted to buy some things, after coming from there in the evening he checked his emails as part of daily routine and guess what???

Finally he got his joining dates and formal offer and joining letter for HP. God !!! It was such a relief, coz even I was getting frustrated seeing him in frustration.

After two days he went home for festival as the joining date was of September and he got enough time also to be in home and stay with family.

To be continued... Stay Tuned!!

The Bangalore Journey...!!

My sister and me started searching for any of our relatives or friends who stays in Bangalore, as we can go easily,if we know someone rather than going to a unknown city without knowing anyone there. One day she was chatting with her childhood friend Vinita Di and she got to know that her younger sister stays in Bangalore and she got all her details. My sister contacted her and meanwhile she spoke to our parents regarding sending me to Bangalore and they agreed.

And our Bangalore journey begins after 3-4 days and in between we did our home work like searching for PG for me and finalizing the area where I'll be staying in the PG, city map and all other stuffs. 

26 January 2010 Finally I reached The Silicon City "Bangalore" with a hope in my eyes that this is My Sapno ki Maya Nagri!! We went first to Varsha Di's place and then after started for finalizing my PG. Next day I got shifted to PG and My sister left for her Mumbai.

And my journey begins for Job hunting and most importantly I met him after 2 long months.Wow I was relieved that we both are here in same city and can meet each other at-least now. Every day me and my friends we all used to go to some or the other company for giving written tests. Getting your first job is as difficult as cracking an IIT exam. We cleared so many written test in many companies but some or the other level we were getting stuck. 2-3 companies I reached till last round and got rejected. It was so heartbreaking, I was fully frustrated after getting rejected from last round of Accenture. I called my sister that day and said I wanna come back to Mumbai and she and Jiju were like stay there for some more time, you are near to your success,don't give-up now.

And then I decided to stay for another 2 months. After a week he got placed in a company and it was a ray of sun-shine in the dark clouds for us. And I got a motivation to stay here and search for job as it got confirm for us that he would be staying in Bangalore. 

So how long was my Struggle for Job????

To be continued.... Stay Tuned!!

The First Birthday!!

Not exactly first birthday but with me, yes it was his first birthday. He came a day before his birthday to Bhopal. We planned to go out somewhere. We met on his birthday, I got a cake, a T-shirt for him and flowers. 

We two and his two cousins, we all went out for lunch that day. It was fun and since I was knowing his cousins, so it was good and comfortable for me. 

Well after his birthday, in my home my Grand father fell sick, because of that we stopped meeting frequently. And he too started searching and analyzing which could be the better place to go for job search as his joining was getting delayed and was not sure also. So there was no point now to sit for that job. He and some of his friends decided to go Hyderabad only as the company for which they were waiting was also in Hyderabad and meanwhile they can search also. 

In December 2009, he and two of his friends they went to Hyderabad for job search. They stayed there for two weeks and realized there's not much scope here. On the other side two of his another friends they went to Bangalore for job search and they informed him that there is lot of scope here in Bangalore. He decided to go to Bangalore whereas other two of his friends decided to got to Delhi. 

Bangalore: When he informed me that he's going to Bangalore, I was very upset because I was feeling he's going far away from me at least Hyderabad was near. Later I was O.K as I had the feeling that if I'll ask my parents to send me Bangalore, they'll agree for sure(that was my inner voice).

After that I once asked my Mom to send me to Bangalore for Job search and she was bit scared as we were not knowing anyone in Bangalore. Later she told my sister that I am asking to go to Bangalore. She said she'll check it if anyone is there to whom we can contact. In-mid of January 2010 I went to Mumbai to my sister's place. I again tried searching job there but no luck as this sapno ki maya nagri was not for me.....
hehe

So ... how did I reached Bangalore....???

To be continued .....

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And the journey begins....

It feels so good to be in love and that is the time you actually start loving yourself. I was enjoying every bit of it. We started meeting outside, going for coffees and all. After a month he went back to home for some pooja as our Navaratri festival was round the corner. After Dussehra he called-up one day and said I'm coming to see you. Next day he came and we met. This time he was bit serious and confused as we were passed out of collage and searching for job and we were not doing any such effort. He was waiting for his joining from a company in Hyderabad but was not sure whether he'll get it or not as we passed in the year 2009... Aaah the recession year. 

He went back for Diwali to his home. I also got busy with festival and family. After Diwali, the next week his birthday was coming and I wanted to celebrate it, so I asked him to come back to Bhopal. He got agree for this. Before 3 days of Diwali, my Mom asked me to purchase some things for home, so I went alone to Market. I got the opportunity to buy something, to gift him for his birthday. I did all my purchasing and bought a T-shirt for him as well. I was roaming in one of the lane in the market and suddenly I saw someone.... OMG!! Gone today....it was my brother and I was having a Live-in brand poly bad in my hand ..Shit Shit Shit!!!. 

And guess what before going till there, suddenly I heard someone calling my name and when I looked the other-side OMG !! Such a relief .... 2 of my male friends were there right in front of me and they said kaha ghum rahi hai.... and I said to them " Can you do me a favour?? Please take this poly bag and keep it with you, we'll meet in another half an hour in Sameer's Place. They said DONE!! (Thanks Ankit and Akash for saving me that day warna usi din meri Shadi ho jati.. haha ). And I met my bro after that.. Thank God he didn't asked me anything except that  "are you done with shopping or still something is left"?

After half an hour I reached Sameer's place and when I entered, all three of them were giving me a look and asking for whom is this??? And I was smiling to them and said wait let me come in first, will tell everything. After that Akash said dekh bhai mujhe Diwali gift mila :))  I told them for whom I bought this and asked Sameer to keep it with him till I come back and take it. And he started kidding me that I'll wear it till then.... Haah Friends are friends, they always saves you from all these stupid things ...wink!! 

See you after Diwali.... To be continued ...

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Lekar Hum Deewana Dil !!!

My mom was back from her holiday trip. After 2 days we started for Bhopal (My Home Town). We reached Bhopal next morning, we took rest for whole day as next day there was a big function at my uncle's place. The function day I got a call from him and he said I boarded the train and will be reaching Bhopal in the evening and I want to see you as I can't wait till tomorrow. I told him that I am in a function at my uncle's place and will be here till tomorrow, so if you wanna see or meet, I can come somewhere nearby only for some 10-15mins max. He was ok with this.

I waited for his call in the evening but he didn't called. After 2 hours around 8 o clock in the evening he called me and said the train has got delayed and still it'll take another half an hour to reach station, so I asked him to go to his place directly instead of coming to my uncle's place as it was already late and he also would be tried.

Next day we tried meeting but could not as that day was Ganesha festival and I was not able to go out of home. Whole day I was busy in some or the other things, in between these 2-3 day we spoke more than we spoke even last month. Now we both were in the condition like saying the most important 3 words of life was just a mere formality. 

That day we spoke in night also for long time. We kept the call and went for sleep. Suddenly after 10-15mins I got a SMS, I checked as I was wondering who messaged me in night as I was not expecting his message because we just spoke. I checked and it was his message,the message was" I wanted to say you this from long time and saying it again after 4 long years and this time I mean it a lot I Love You!!" Well what you think, would be my expression .... Blushing, smiling ... was so so happy... and it was my time to reply him back, so I thought this is the right time to reply and say so instead of replying him through text message, I called him up.

I called him right away and he received, then I said what did you messaged, by hearing this he got scared and said I was feeling like saying you, so wrote and sent as was feeling little scared to say you directly. I started laughing and he too was laughing, then I asked do you want my reply, he said yes, then I said if you'll say me directly then only I'll respond else I am keeping the call and going for sleep.

The final Proposal: You feels just amazing when you hear from someone the most important 3 words of life. Aaah, I was on Cloud 9. He said it again and this time I too said the magical words "I love you tooo". I still remember his soothing voice which I heard that day... oh it was night..!! 

And the magical journey of roller coaster ride started.........!!!

To be continued .....

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The Dream City!!

Mumbai ! Sapno ki maya nagri!! Every person comes here with so many dreams in their eyes.. I was also one among them. I went Mumbai for two reasons one since I had to search a job for myself and there was no better place I could think of at that time where I can get a support like my sister. Secondly my Mom and Dad don't wanted me to send anywhere else. Me and my Mom we reached Mumbai next morning, I was very excited as I always wanted to come here and work. The very next day my Mom, my mom's sister and my Grandma was about to leave for 1 month's holiday on Bharat Darshan tour, so we got busy in there preparation stuffs.

Next day my Mom, Grandma and Mausi left for there holiday trip and My job hunting begins. In these 3-4 days since I was busy with family, we hardly spoke once. Later slowly slowly I started expecting his calls daily and if any day he was not calling, I was feeling as if something was missing from my life. Within 2 weeks only I was feeling like going back to Bhopal as I was not feeling good enough to be in Mumbai.

Later in the end of 2nd week, I got a job in a small company in telecom field. I was having my life's first offer letter in my hand and I was not happy at all, as somewhere I was feeling if I started working here may be I'll not get a chance to meet him again. 

Those days in Mumbai, everyone was getting sick with viral fever,because of that first my nephew fell sick and next day I fell sick with 103 degrees, my sister took me to doctor and doctor asked to take bed rest. Well it was still two days to the joining date, I was hoping I'll get recovered by that time.

The Joining Day: Morning I got up and got ready to go for my joining. The company was in Tardeo (It's a area near Mumbai Central Station). I took local train, as usual the ladies boogie was too crowed and I was struggling with my own consition and upon this, these ladies by GOD!! too much. After Anderi station, I started feeling so restless and was sweating fully and I sat on floor. I started getting vomiting sensation, in between I realized that Dadar station station is coming, so I decided to get down there and take some rest and then will proceed further. I got down at Dadar station, I went to one seat and suddenly started vomiting like hell... O God! My condition was getting miserable.

Suddenly my phone ringed, it was my sister's call. I told her all and she said to be there only, she's coming to take me, no need to go to office. I again vomited 2-3 times, meanwhile one lady saw me struggling, she got me a water bottle and juice from that station shop(Thanks to her, I didn't even asked her name). I waited for 30-40 mins or so and my sister came.

I went back along with her, we went to doctor directly and she shouted that I said you guys to take total rest and you didn't listen. Later we informed to my office that I'll not be able to make it for joining and asked for another date for joining.

Meanwhile we were(of course me and Sachin) speaking daily and I was getting sure day by day that this is more than friendship and can be given a name now. I was waiting for my Mom to come back from trip and I'll ask her to take me back to Bhopal, I was not liking to be in Mumbai. In between for two days I didn't get any calls from him, I tried calling him but his mobile was switched off. I was getting angry on him, he called next day in the evening and I fought with him for not calling me, that day he understood that I am missing him badly and my love started growing for him. That day he assured me that he'll call daily and if he's not calling that means he's busy somewhere and will call back for sure once he gets free.

4th week: One day I got a call from my Dad and he said , my passport inquiry has come and I asked him to come next week. My Mom was also coming back from the trip in the weekend so I got company also to go back and I had the reason to go back to Bhopal. I told Sachin on phone that I am coming back to Bhopal for my passport inquiry, he said I'll come to meet you to Bhopal. Aaaaah that was such a relief to me after a month.

Bhopal calling or Love calling ....???? 

To be continued ....

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The Special Meeting: 

He came a little late to my home as he was feeling a bit scared, I called him once to ask whether he's coming or not as he was getting late. He came one and half hours late huh!!

He met my Dad, my Dadu and Mom then I took him to my room. He sat and was looking all around my room except me.... huh!! I offered him water and some snacks, still he was sitting like a dumb fellow, not speaking anything, only smiling. I initiated the talks then after sometime he got normal and we started chatting.. after sometime we realized that we were speaking to each other from past 4 hours. Then he said it's time to leave as it's not good to stay in my home for so long time and he left.

Later in the evening, we both came online and we were chatting as normal then he said for what reasons I came to your place, I didn't talk that only.... I said I know what you want to say... He got silent for sometime and then said so what do you think about this? This time I got silent for sometime.

After sometime I replayed him, I am a bit scared to take any decisions coz I don't want to go against my family. He tried to convince me and we spoke on so many things that day very frankly for the first time without hiding our feeling to each other, even I told him what I felt about him during last four years, also told him about my family their expectations everything.

That day we didn't come to any conclusion but decided to be in touch and be friends and if anytime when I get sure about to take any decision I'll tell him and he said I waited for you for 4 long years and will still keep waiting until you feels comfortable to take any decision.

After that day we chatted for another 2-3 days and then next day he was leaving for his hometown, he said he will not be able to talk daily but once in a while he'll call me. The day when he left for home, I was normal in my daily routines and in the afternoon, I logged in to check my mails. Woohoo my inbox was having a mail with an attachment from him. I opened the mail, it was written please open this attachment, I wrote all my feeling, he wrote that letter with whole heart for whole night. God !! This guy is crazy!!(This is what I felt at that time but was not knowing that it was his Brahmastra no 2) That attachment was love letter (Brahmastra No 2).

God!!  I was into tears when I read it... he was worried if I'll stop speaking to him as we both were not knowing where our destiny will take us, as we were passed out of collage and no more in same city. I assured him by replying that I'll not leave any contacts and wherever I'll go, will be in touch with you always.
After my reply he was a bit relaxed. 
Later that month I went to Dehradun for my SSB and PABT test for Air force along with my Dad and Mom, unfortunately I didn't clear it as there was something else was written in my destiny.

July 2009:  One day I got a call from him saying that I would like to meet you before you leave for Mumbai as we were not sure when we'll get the chance to meet again so next day he came to Bhopal. Again this time also I called him to come to my home. He came and we spoke for whole day and he left my home in the evening around 7 o'clock. And he said while leaving I wish I would have sit with you for another 2-3 hours... :)

That day we chatted in night also for long time and next day he came to station to see me off.

What happened when I reached Mumbai.....?????

To be continued ....

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The Final Semester..

We were back in collage after almost a month, but as people in final year of collage hardly go to attend classes. We were also not different from them. We hardly used to go collage, even if we go we never attended the classes except for our HOD's classes, after-all we wanted good internal marks from her. In that semester we had our Annual function also, so mostly people were busy in preparation of that event, even faculties. Everyone was roaming, enjoying there last semester. We hardly came across each other in collage in our final semester as we both didn't go to collage on same days. Whenever his department's people came, my department's people were on bunks, so hardly 2-3 times we came across each other, but we used to chat almost everyday in the evening (Thanks to Yahoo).

The day before annual function day, we were chatting casually, he asked me if I can come along with him for function, he'll pick and drop me....hmm my eyes were rolling .. God!! why this guy asks me something which I can't get agree on. I said no!! He felt bad, I said if I'll come with you then gone.. people will talk and get one topic to discuss till this semester lasts. On annual day, it was too crowded, I only saw few glimpse of him, that too at the end of the event.

As we were heading towards our final exams and viva's, we stopped chatting daily and only used to chat once or twice in a week.

Final exam! Sign off day:: HaaH we waited for this day for four long years and when it came nobody was happy as from tomorrow, we'll not see our friends, our collage, faculties ...hmm faculties nope only few...
and above all I'll not see him that day I felt something different for him, something which I was not feeling for my other friends.

Everyone was writing a sign-off message on each others dress,and we both came across each other. We both wanted to say each other to write something on each others dress but we didn't (may be because it was not a signing off day for us.. It was just a beginning).

That day we chatted in the evening after 15-20 days. He expressed his wish to meet me outside but I refused as I was scared to meet him outside, so I asked him to come to my home as I was having my separate room and my parents wont interrupt if my friends come to meet me in home. He as not having any other option but to agree, he agreed to come to my place. He asked me when he can come. I asked him to come after 3 days, as my sister was in home along with his kids, so it was difficult because everyday we used to go somewhere outside for shopping and all.

The day she left for Mumbai, next day I asked him to come to home. In between the very next day of our last exam, I got a call from my friend to go for a Sanchi  trip (it's a place near about 35kms from Bhopal where you'll find The 'Great Stupa' which was originally commissioned by the emperor "Ashoka the Great" in the 3rd century BCE.) along with our trip's friend. There co-incidentally he too came as my trip friends was also his friends and from his department.

                                              One of our pic from Sanchi Trip

Next day he came to my home!! 

To be continued....

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7th Semester .. (Part 2)

Next day he waited for me to come online at given timing but unfortunately I didn't turn-up. He left a message saying he waited and asked for my mobile number. He checked his Messenger in night to see if I have replied but there was none.

He checked on next day but there was no reply and he got worried because I was disappeared from collage as well for 1 week.

Next week I saw his messages and replied him since I was not well and got hospitalized, so couldn't reply him, that day we exchanged our cell phone numbers. We started chatting almost everyday from that day onward. 

Meanwhile we got our 7th semester exams and after taking my mobile number , he didnt called me even once also, so was expecting his call but he didn't called me but we were speaking through Messenger. 

1st exam day(3rd Jan'09) : That day it was my dad's birthday, so after my exam, in the evening I went to buy cake for my dad along with my sister. We were in the market and suddenly my phone ringed... it took me time to take out my phone from my pocket (this jeans pockets sucks :P) and GUESS WHAT!!! Someone was calling me ... BLUSH BLUSH BLUSH..... Aaah I was with my sister , DAMN!!  I cut the call... Coz I wanted to speak to him alone, after all he was calling me for the FIRST time...

After reaching home I messaged him that will call back tomorrow as it was late. Next day at day time I called him and we spoke to each other after two and half years. I said him that I was expecting his call before exam day and he said I don't wanted to disturb you and I myself was scared for exam so didn't called you. And during exam we just spoke for 2 times as we both wanted to do well in exams and speaking too much will cause distraction, so decided to speak after last exam only.

Last Exam day: He called in the evening, and we spoke for sometime, that day I told him that I am going for that collage trip. After listening this, he also got interested and said okay I'll check with my friends if they agree than I'll also come. 

After four-five days he told me that he and his friends are also coming for the trip, I got excited as I'll get an opportunity to speak to him in front of everyone, as you get along to many people with whom you didn't speak ever also on such trips.

Before 3 days of trip: I was online on my usual timings, he too came online and said I am not coming for trip, sorry for last minute change. And I got dis-hearten then he told me that his dad is not well and he has to look after somethings at home, so he needs to be in home. And he would be leaving for home tomorrow morning and will not be able to talk while in home. I said to him to take care of him and dad and we ended our chat.

I went for 1 weeks collage trip along with my friends and other collage mates but all my excitation went in vein. The trip was good as if you are with your friends, you will enjoy always but if he would be there, my enjoyment would be double, anyways it was more important for him to be with his family.

While returning from trip, our train stopped at 1 station( named as Bina Jn) on the way to Bhopal suddenly some of our friends got down and said Sachin has come, Sachin has come... I was wondering how come he's here? and Guess what, he came in front of me..  Wow silent smiles on our faces but we didn't speak.. as usual. And we reached back to Bhopal.

Next day we came online on our usual timings in the evening, we chatted for long time, I told him everything about my trip and he told everything about home. After 1 week we went to collage for some-work and after all our work, all friends decided to go to Bhojpur (A famous place near to our collage, hardly 4-5 Kms. There's a Shiva temple of Pandava's period and a Dam). That was my 1st Bhojpur trip with him. Wow we didn't speak to each other but truly enjoyed it after all we were speaking through eyes . "WINK". 

Well that was the end of 7th Semester as I was leaving for Mumbai after 2 days to see my sister along with Mom.

See you in 8th Sem..... To be continued ....

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Days passed, years passed... After 2 years...

[Well you guys must be thinking what happened in those two year? Well it's not like he never tried to contact me, he tried whatever best he could do. That time we had our only social networking site called as ORKUT (Our generation's Facebook), yeah ORKUT  sounds familiar no? He had sent me around 7-8 times friend request but all the time I rejected it. He sent some messages also on my Yahoo messenger but I never responded to them. (You must be thinking , How rude I was? hmm well even I am thinking the same for myself now... well let's move forward.)]

7th Semester..(A New beginning..)

  
One day I logged into my Yahoo chat messenger (which was my daily routine ), I got a offline message from him again. This time after very long time..

After reading that message my heart melted...fully.. and then decided, will start speaking to him again as a friend at-least... (The message something was like this : "Hi, I don't know why you stopped talking to me, I don't know what I have done but just want to say "Can we start talking as a friends, I know you have so many friends and in that many likes you and you still talks to them, have friendship with them , then why not with me..?")  And yes I was not having any answer for his question...so thought I should stop being rude and start speaking to him again.  
                                        [Well he calls that message as Brahmastra (For those who don't know what is Brahmastra, here is the meaning for you "It was considered the deadliest weapon at the time of Mahabharata. It was said that when the Brahmastra was discharged, there was neither a counter attack nor a defense that could stop it) ... Hahaha, so you can imagine my condition..wink!! ]

That day I replied to his chat message and said sorry for stopped speaking to him. I replied to him "Sure will chat with you , speak with you but only through IM or over phone".  I don't wanted to speak to him in collage as everyone was knowing in our collage that he likes me, even Faculties..Yes even they were knowing. And I don't wanted to give them an imprison that we are in relationship or up-to something. I don't wanted to become part of any collage rumors or gossips, so kept this condition to him.

The very next day I checked my messages hoping to get his reply but there was none, the next week was Diwali, so thought he would have gone home, so he would not be replying for another week. 

He didn't replied to my message for 15 days and I also forgot it, then One day he replied OK, We'll not speak in collage and he agreed to speak only on IM's and on phone. That day in message he asked me when I comes online usually, so that we can chat, I replied to his message and wrote my probable timings.

                              This is how we used to look , Once upon a time!!


So what happened next.... To be continued !!

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2nd Semester (The confused Phase of my Life!!)..

Wow we were back in collage, I was more looking forward to see him, after all I was seeing him after such a long time. We were back in our normal collage routine. One day (after 1 and half months) my male friend came to me and said he wants to talk to you, and I was confused because I was knowing what he'll gonna say and I was not ready for anything, so I said I don't want to talk now.

After few days he came to my class in lunch break and my friend introduced me to him in a casual manner. After that he started coming in lunch breaks and meeting in bus stops along with my friend once in a while. 
                      
One day in the evening, We all Friends were chit-chatting outside our coaching class, my male friend got a call from him and he asked to speak to me. My friend gave me his mobile and left from there.

Our Conversation:

<< Me: Hi , How are you? He: Hi , I am good , how are you?. and He: Hey I wanted to say you something. I LOVE YOU!!.. Me: silent..... for sometime and said "Do you know, what you are saying!" He: Yes I really like you ...
Me: Hey I don't know what to say , I need some time to think about this. He: O.k , take your time... Me : O.k talk to you later bye:....>>

Ha-aah... God.. I was shivering(after all somebody proposed me for the 1st time in my life!!), Then one of my friend came to me and said what happened, what he said to you? I told her whatever we spoke and I was not understanding what is happening to me,why am I shivering? Then she said me something which really helped me to take my decision. She said Sonam think properly "Is he the same guy with whom you want to spend your whole life? If you get the answer as yes then go for it, else leave it and don't think about this again"(Thanks Mayu you gave me a lifetime advice that day.).
      
I thought for 2-3 day and was still not sure because I was not knowing anything about him except his name and he studies at my collage in CS department, so thought this is not the right time to take all these decisions and commit anything to anyone, so decided to say him "NO" (which I don't wanted to say but was not in position to say YES also). 

Next day in collage I said to my common friend to convey my message to him, that my answer is (unfortunately) "NO".

After this incident, I just tried to concentrate on my studies,as we were heading towards our 2nd Semester exams but we used to come across each other every other day because we were in same collage, same floor after-all.

To be Continued... Stay tuned!!

First Meeting.. (The "Kuch kuch hota hai" phase)

“I could not tell you if I loved you the first moment I saw you, or if it was the second or third or fourth. But I remember the first moment I looked at you walking toward me and realized that somehow the rest of the world seemed to vanish when I was with you.”

It was a cloudy day of December 2005, when I saw him for the first time, it was our 1st semester of Engineering. He was walking in corridor of our collage, I still remember he was wearing a denim jacket, with both hands in pocket walking towards our classroom. That day for the first time in my life I felt someone is really handsome after Shahid Kapoor  "WINK" . HAHAHA.. Well they say when you see your love of life for the first time you feels something different and yes I had that same feeling, don't know what they call it, but ya something which you cant express in words, it's like "Kuch kuch hota hai"...yes it's sounds filmy but yes it was..something filmy only.

Days were passing normaly and I don't know when I started liking to see him daily in collage, somewhere it became my routine to see him once in a day at-least. One day my friend got to know about this and after that she started teasing me whenever he comes across us. One fine day (last exam day of our 1st semester), one of my male friend came to me and said "Badhai ho aap jisko pasand karte ho, vo be apko pasand karta hai" and I got shocked, because I never expected this. Somewhere I was happy but scared also because I was not sure of anything. I just left it and went to home actually I was more happy that exams got over...WOW vacations and I got lot of time to think about him. 

To be Continued... Stay tuned !!